I feel ridiculously alone.
People everywhere around me - my closest friends that i’ve known for years, my more recent friends, my family - seem to be abandoning me, and i’m bewildered by it, to be honest. Sure, I’ve turned down a few invites, because I haven’t been feeling well mentally, but normally that wouldn’t translate to abandonment…
I usually still get invited out (though sometimes you can tell they’re not very sincere), but now i’m getting completely blindsided and blatantly ignored.
I have no clue what to make of this all, but I sure as hell know that its affecting me, and my depression is coming back.
Now I can’t sleep, and have been rolling around in bed for ages trying to get tired, but I can’t take my mind off it. The only people i’m comfortable talking to properly are either sleeping, or people who’ve partly caused this issue, and i’m feeling properly terrible.
Hmm.#personal #depression #loneliness